So last night I spent my New Years Eve partying it up at Together As One at the Los Angeles Sports Arena. All I can say at this point is wow. I think that was one of the most exciting experience I've ever had in my life. I was pretty nervous to to drop and sort of was freaking out a bit if something were to happen to me, that a "different" reaction would occur. But Andrew calmed my nerves and told me that every reaction is a good reaction, and I'll have to agree with him on that. I went with Jen, Josh, Ashley, Andrew, Ben, and Ben's lady. I can't remember her name right now. But anyways, all I can say at this point, wow. I don't think I started rolling till after the countdown and suddenly out of nowhere I find Me, Ashley, Josh, Jen, and Andrew laying on the ground while watching little glowing lights before our eyes. At first the sight of lights is beautiful and I develop this fixation towards it. And then the dancer with glow sticks brings out vapor rub and puts it in your nose, and maybe a little massager to massage your head and back. And suddenly everything feels more amazing, and everyone becomes closer and loving. And you can say almost anything you feel like to saying to just anyone.
We also encountered some pretty interesting folks. My personal fave is Johnny Zero and Razzle Dazzle the most chill couple who dubbed us our new "nicknames." Forever now, Rainbow Brite(me), Blissy (Jen), Majestic (Josh), Twilight (Andrew), and Crescent Butterfly (Ashley). But there were some odd encounters like Tony from Dallas Texas who claims to be 25 but I really think he's 30. He just exerts lurk a derk and all things creepy. I still love him anyways though. There was also numerous encounters with people from high school which was REALLY random. Also I think I ran into someone from my math class! But the worst encounter was when I saw a girl who is actually Bryce's friends ex girlfriend? And I'm thinking holy shit, what I see him? But eventually I did not or else that would have been a totally awkward experience.
I can't even believe people can feel so amazing, I enjoyed everything from the people to the atmosphere, and I sort of enjoyed the music believe it or not. I know this may not be a one time thing, but I'm definitely not gonna do this regularly. I don't wanna end up as some kind of "E-Tard." I do think that every person should try drugs at least once in order to conclude an opinion about the drug. Although their can be exceptions ofcourse. I never knew raves could be such a great experience, I guess in middle school my only thoughts were that it was lame and say no to drugs. But I have to admit, I had a great time. I think this was the one of the top New Years so far. People always say that the way you celebrate New Years determines the way you're year is going to turn out. I just hope this year is as bomb as I hope it is. Well I should sleep again, I've only had 3-4 hours of sleep. I gotta get up on that.
I haven't updated this vox in ages I know. But since my last update a lot has changed in my life. Funny how things fall into place with all the puzzle pieces in a perfect fit. So I guess me and Peter are dating and we have been dating since November. I can honestly say I'm pretty content right now with him. Before I was hesitant about being with him because I thought I was just rebounding on him. I wasn't really sure of my feelings or anything. But later on I realized I really do like him and that he really likes me. I don't think I've ever felt this way about anyone ever. I can be myself completely around him, which is usually hard for me to do around most people. With him, I don't hold anything back or censor myself. I can ask the most stupid questions and he won't think I'm a complete weirdo. We don't really have similar interests, hobbies, or musical tastes but we still manage to talk about everything. I feel so comfortable around him that I could wear no makeup around him. Which I must say is a big deal, but not really since I'm just lazy as hell half the time.
I've been spending a lot of time with him recently since he left to China yesterday. He'll be back in 6 weeks, but that almost seems like forever. I had a great time with him these past two weeks though. I don't even think we did anything exciting. All we did was eat Thai food and watch Fresh Prince at Bel Air at his house. Nonetheless, I still had a great time with him. I use to be scared of falling for another person so much just because of the risk of being hurt. But I guess you gotta take risks every once in awhile cause you never know what's gonna happen next.
Anyways, on a different note. I'm going to a rave tonight. I don't think I ever though I would ever go to a rave in my life. But I guess there's a first to everything. I have a feeling I might dread it but hopefully, I'll have a sweet time. Here's to a new year. Hopefully 2008 will be better than 2007, 2007 was so-so but not like amazing. Besides, 8 is my favorite number! THE END.
I completely forgot that I still even had a vox. I always forget about my blogs, it's usually the last thing on mind. But today I happened to remember I had one so I suppose I should share some of my thoughts.
My eyes are a bit irritated and it totally bugs right now. I've been quite sick for the past few days but I'm starting to recover a bit. Today has probably been the most laziest day of my life. Ninety percent of my day involved me napping in my bed listening to my itunes. But since it's summer I can afford to have as many lazy days as I want. It's just one of the perks of summer. I can't believe how fast this year has passed by. I mean just one year ago I was a clueless high school student who had no idea or plan for the future. I guess I could say I have a plan, I mean it's no five year plan, but I've got a grasp of what I want and I'm gonna shoot for it.
I wonder what this summer shall be like this year, a bit summer lovin'?. Why is it that summer is associated with love? Actually I suppose love is associated with all seasons. But summer is more of the "love affair" or "fling" season in which we all must find someone to spend our long walks on the beach and have some sort of steamy romance. Eh, I don't know. I did meet a boy though. I've got mix feelings about him though. I'm not into the dating scene, and I've never really considered dating anyone at this point. But I found myself attracted to him during class, which I should mention is VERY rare for me. And it's even more rare that he actually reciprocated these feelings to me. The great thing about it is we've got some common interests music-wise. I think that's the first thing that made me notice him. But gradually I started to like him more. I don't know. In a way I want to go along with this and see what happens, but on the other hand, maybe this would just be a waste of time and energy. Maybe this could lead to an unnecessary heartbreak. I know it's completely selfish of me not to want to be involved with someone in case of heartache. I'm just not very experienced with love or romance. I just don't want to be played a fool. This is mainly the reason why I tend to push others away or not want to be too close to certain people. It is selfish of me, but hey we're all a bit selfish sometimes. I have a hard time trusting people, which may be a positive or negative thing. Maybe I'll give it a chance. But I'm not gonna let my guard down just yet.
Doro told me to post in this journal so I guess I'll start right about...now. To be honest I'm not very good at maintaining online journals. I've probably had about three and I post about 5 entries and that's pretty much the end of it. BUT I came across vox and noticed how the layouts are quite pleasing to the eyes and thought why not. I really ought to fill the empty void of boredom and what better way with an online journal.
So LIFE. I'm not quite sure where to begin. Today was quite the gloomsville. I always despise these type of days..the cold air, the chapped lips, the gray skies. All I want is a little sun. I don't think I could ever live any other place except California. But I've never really had any other home so I guess I can't say.
Anywho, I found out my fall semester grades and I'm slightly disappointed in myself. But surely everything will be alright, eventually. I hope. Winter semester shall make up for it. I'm making sure this time. I'm actually enjoying winter quarter so far. I'm only taking two courses, contemporary theater arts and english 1b. I'm definitely looking forw ard to the film course I'm taking. So far we've watched North by Northwest, On the Waterfront, and Some Like it Hot. I thoroughly enjoyed Some Like it Hot and North by Northwest mostly because the comedic performances. It's funny how comedy even in the 50's is so relevant to todays humor, that's when you realize this movie you're watching is classic. I love how abrupt some movies end, you know, the movies that just make you say "are you serious?" but in a good way. I suppose abrupt endings don't fly as well as they use to.
Tomorrow I'm going to Hollywood with Dorothy which will be quite an adventure I must say. Especially since we'll be taking the metro. I haven't taken the metro in AGES. I love how I already know this will be an outrageous adventure knowing it consists of me, dorothy, and the crazy lifestyle that is Hollywood. It's a known fact. Anyways, I suppose I'll end this entry with a song. I'm completely obsessed with Albert Hammond's song 101. Jen and I were suppose to watch Albert perform at the Troubadour on Valentine's Day (romantic I know), however, the concert happened to be the same time as Yosemite. What is a girl to do? I actually have no idea what I'm going to do since she already bought the tickets. It's alright...I've got a month to figure it out. eek.
on newbie.